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November 10th, 2009

08:00 am - JUST A REMINDER.... 1 month and 15 days till CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay I just love the Christmas season, I'm going to make this one a really fun one!!! That is all.

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October 12th, 2009

12:34 am - Highlights from Cleaning So in my MASSIVE cleanout some highlights have been... * When I found a geography test from year 7 where I said Canada was in Europe. * sorting through my craft supplies which filled my mind with fun ideas for art projects. * Going through Old notes and cards. Which made me realise how many good friends I have had over the years, I may not see them all as much as I would like, but I appreciate all they've done for me. AND it's nice to go through the old letters and cards and see what they had to say to me. I have sweet friends. * finding an old birthday card from Georgie with the following poem on it... I wish I was a glow worm, A glow worm's never glum, How could you be unhappy, When light shines out your bum! (hahaha makes me laugh) *Going down memory lane and loving my parents for putting up with my interupting their movie every 2 minutes to say "Look at this! Do you remember...[insert childhood memory here] * Defintely loved that my mess went from my room, to the spare room, to the halls, to the loungeroom. WHO KNEW I HAD SO MUCH STUFF? P.S went shopping for bed and wardrobe today.. will hopefully purchase these items soon!

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October 9th, 2009

10:04 pm - Spring cleaning So I'm in major sort out mood, my room is a mess, and not only my room but it has now travelled into our spare room. I am sorting through ALL my stuff, everything i own is getting a good look at and a evaluation as to weather or not i want to keep. I'm definitely getting into this whole SPRING CLEANING thing. So i was going through all my old letters and notes and everything today and man it cheered me up so much, I havent been in the best mood as of lately, but it reminded me that I've had some great friends over the time, and still do have some pretty amazing ones, and through all curcumstances I want to choose to make the most of everything and enjoy life, cause whats the point of letting little things get to you. SO I'm making a decision to force myself to love life again, cause I like loving Life. hehe Also its 6 months until my 21st birthday, Mum and I started thinking of some ideas tonight, I know its far away but I want to come up with a reall cool idea. P.S not meaning to boast but I make a pretty good mocha, come over one time and I'll make it for you. THE END.

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October 3rd, 2009

09:21 pm SO I'm not really sure why I am writing this here, cause I don't necessarily want anyone to read it, I just want to get it out of me cause its bringing me down. I used to think I was a pretty good friend, you know; one of those people who gets along with everyone. Maybe that's where it went wrong. I used to think I was a fun person, but also could be deep when need be. Maybe that's why it hurts so much now. I used to think the friends I met would be my friends for life. Maybe that's why I regret everyday that I let them get away. I used to think time with friends was one of the most important things around. Maybe that's why I feel so alone now. I used to think people enjoyed my company, that I was a fun person. Maybe that's why I feel so rejected that they didn't come. I used to think I knew where I was going in life. Why do I feel so lost now? I used to enjoy the company of friends all the time. Why do I just want to be alone? I used to enjoy the routines and activities in my life. Why do I feel like they don't fit anymore? I used to feel confident in the person I am. Why do I feel like I need to hide? I used to wear my smile with pride. Why do I feel like its a mask now? Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Broken. (Lifehouse)

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June 10th, 2009

10:55 am - To Angles, Lil J and Meh-egg So I thought I should update my LJ before I go to camp this afternoon because it's quite possible I won't get much slash any chill time to do so once camp starts. So hello Angles, Lil J and Meh-egg (the only people that read my LJ) (in alphabetical order) So I have officially been in the US of A for two weeks and one day. It has been an interesting 2 weeks, not exactly what I expected but still good. I have enjoyed catching up with friends from Camp last year, although many of them are not coming back this year which makes me sad. I have been into Washington DC a couple times and done all the touristy things, which you may or may not have checked on facebook. If not, please proceed to my facebook page and comment on heaps of pictures, cause picture comments make me happy. So last night I went to dinner at a restaurant named Glory Days which is a sport restaurant. So they have TVs everywhere with different sports playing and speakers on the tables which you can tune into the sports channel you are watching. We watched the stanley cup hockey game, it was the pittsburgh penguins verse some other team... I didn't bother to remember the name as I wasn't going for them. Don't worry the Penguins won. ( Oh and if you're wondering why I went for the Penguins, its because my parents lived in Pittsburgh for a couple years.) It was fun to catch up with some more friends from camp, and I actually got to meet some of the new staff which was also cool. It's a little scary because there is a lot of new staff this year. I hoped it would be easier returning because I would know everyone. A lot of the guys from last year are returning but only 3 other girls from last year are returning. So I definitely hope all the new girls are nice, I'm sure they will be but I'm a little nervous still. So as you know I've watched Veronica Mars season 1 and loved it. It was really good. Ahh love Veronica and Logan.. :) On other news I saw the movie Up the other night. Oh it was good, the first 20 minutes were sad though. I'm sure Meh-egg you can Imagine me whimpering through the whole first 20 minutes. I'm not going to spoil it for you but yeah. It was much better than I thought it would be. Ah Staff training starts in 4 hours, so exciting. But man I am going to be DEAD by the end of it, they work us so hard, cause we have to do ALL the activities and blah blah. But its heaps of FUN. Oh feel free to send me some love by form of a text message or letter :) Love both. Anyhoo my arms are getting sore from lying on the bed and writing this so I am going to end it now. Love you all

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May 13th, 2009

02:43 pm - I find it funny that today is the 13th and its 13 days until I leave Ok So I havent updated the whole three of my three friends on her for ages so thought I would. So an update of my recent activities... Well on saturday i went to Meh-eggs party which was lots of fun. It was really cool to meet her friends from uni and just to hang out with some of the old high school gang. Sunday was mothers day so it was pretty family orientated. We had Daniel and his wife Abi over for lunch, as well as her mother and her grandparents. I kind of felt a little left out in my own family.. but mum really wanted Daniel and Abi there.. so she was happy to have the extra family. Although she cooked everything and played hostess so I dunno. Oh well. Then my grandparents came over in the afternoon which was cool. Ok... So on monday i went to work.. and this guy from work wasn't feeling too well. So he went home sick.. which made things a lot harder because we were short staffed. Then I found out that he had made plans with a girl from work to go out drinking that night. I couldn't believe he would go home sick and then make plans to go drinking that night. Mum met me after work to go shopping for a suitcase, rachel was at the shops so we all went together. I got a purple suitcase.. hehe i LOVE it. Surprise Surprise He called in sick on tuesday. This made things extremely difficult when I was left supervising, refunding, answering the phone and all that stuff all by myself for a hour at lunch time. it was so busy... and soo stressful. ALSO so not fair.. because they should have called the afternoon person to start at 1 instead of 2 so i wasn't completely alone for an hour. KILL NOW.. haha. Last night I also had a killer headache but luckily got to sleep at like 9:30. Today work was ok.. a certain someone showed up today which was good. FINALLY. Ok so I'm thinking i really want to make some cookies now. YUM! ciao

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March 31st, 2009

07:29 pm - My Grandma's Magpies are fatties! So my weekend away from Target was great. I watched season 5 of Alias on friday :) Saturday I hung out with Rachel! Then went to Dee Why Beach and had fish and chips with the family + Daniel and Abi :) Sunday I just bummed on the computer slash went to church. Monday was work.. which was meh... nothing that exciting.... although the stock take rosters were up and i got 4 nine hour shifts :) YAY Then Rachel came over and we hung out slash played some wii. Today i just went to work and then after I went and hung out with my G-ma. Which was fun, we just hung out and played Rummy. SO my Grandma feeds these Magpies daily, at first it was just a male and female.. now there is 2 children as well.. which are almost fully grown. Its so funny though cause I saw them a couple months ago.. and when i saw them today i was like.. woah... FATTIES. so hilarious my grandma has been overfeeding them.. LOL Now I'm just watching RSPCA Animal Rescue.. its like aww.. sadness and sweetness. WELL now that I've successfully talked about nothing i will go. P.S 1 week and 2 days till im 2 decades old

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March 30th, 2009

09:06 am - MY PUZZLE IS MISSING PIECES!!!!!! So i felt the urge to do a puzzle the other day.. and after looking for ages at mac center for one with Rachel I decided just to do one from home. BIG MISTAKE... seeing as i get through a good quarter of th puzzle and then realise it must be missing pieces.. it's so annoying.. i've also hit a block and can do much more.. oh well.. woe is me.. lol Hope you're day is great. P.S 8 weeks!!!!

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March 20th, 2009

09:23 pm My Week starting from Saturday the 14th! saturday: was definitely the highlight of my week because Rachel, Nick and I went to see Coldplay :) It was so good.. such a great concert. They played both my favourite songs (fix you and the hardest part). The train ride back though.. not quite so fun. We got on the train from Olympic Park and went to Lidcomb station, that was ok because we got seats. Then we piled on a train with a whole lot of people to strathfield station, it was so crowded. Then the doors open up and we're back at Olympic Park (oh no!) where even more people pile onto the train. By now I am soo squished that I have to maneuver my head so that it doesn't get squished between these two mens arms. But all up... GREAT GREAT FANTASTICALLY AMAZING NIGHT!!! sunday: I got to hang out with missymeggins in the afternoon which made me so excited! We just hung out and talked about TV shows and stuff, it was a really nice afternoon... miss her! monday: this was the day i was to get my courage up and ask my manager if my leave for america was approved or not. But after going in early to talk to her I find she wasn't even working. tuesday: take two at the whole working my courage up to talk to my manager and YAY she was actually there. So I talked to her and told her how I don't want to quit but I will be going to America for 4 months. I also told her that most of Target knew I was going back to America from October last year (I felt the need to tell her this because my supervisor recently had a 'chat' with me telling me how no one knew I was going away so soon and thats why they gave me more hours.. haha lies she knew). But anyway my manager told me she would let me know by that afternoon. COOL I thought! After work Liz came over and we planned the next few weeks of Girls Brigade. Once it hit 5:30 it became clear that I was not getting a call from my manager. wednesday: I get to work at 9:00 and my supervisor hasn't counted any of the registers yet as there was a meeting. So she asks if I can help... and then she had to run off and leave because two of the registers were broken. My Supervisor wrote me up for an hour of supervising though today because I helped out while she was fixing the registers, I thought that was really nice, she also said thanks for all my help. Girls Brigade was alright tonight, the girls went crazy when we played musical statues with high school musical musical. thursday: working 9:00 to 5:00, what a way to make a living. Was pretty fun cause Chris was supervising. If it wasn't for the fact that it was insanely busy it would have been a nice day. Also two of the registers were broken again so I was left alone while Chris tried to fix them. Then after work I just hung out with Rachel and Nick for a bit, then mum picked me up because I was soo exhausted. I hopped right into bed and just watched Alias and The Secret Life of the American Teenager until I fell asleep. friday: Today! I totally acted like a sloth all day. So I got up and watched some Alias and Dollhouse (which I thank missymeggins for introducing me to). Then I talked to Kelly on skype for a good three hours, which was good. Then I watched some more Alias and just chilled doing nothing much. Now I'm watching 'How To Lose Friends and Alienate People' then bed for me. tomorrow: working 8:30 to 1:30 then going shopping with alee23... YAY fun times. Then having some school girls over for a movie night. I'm quite looking forward tomorrow... It should be a good day! AND that concluded everything you didnt need to know about me!!!

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March 6th, 2009

05:05 pm - I LOVE ANGELA Just wanted to send a little shout out to the person who introduces me to all those great TV shows out there.. THANKS ANGELA Without you I wouldnt have watched One Tree Hill or Gossip Girl. AND just the other day when i mentioned that I was thinking Alias might be a good show to watch.. of course Angela comes out with a "I can lend you season 1 and 2" THAT was on sunday.. today is friday and I have successfully watched all of season 1 and 6 episodes into season 2. haha ALSO.. Privleged. Which i have only seen one episode of so far.. but Angela is going to lend me some of the episodes.. YAY Oh and I love talking to Angela about all these shows we watch... there's nothing better than getting so into talking about a tv show that everyone else around thinks you're insane LOVE YOU

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February 25th, 2009

03:51 pm Be careful little eyes what you see It's the second glance that ties your hands As darkness pulls the strings Be careful little feet where you go For it's the little feet behind you That are sure to follow It's a slow fade When you give yourself away It's a slow fade When black and white are turned to gray And thoughts invade, choices are made A price will be paid When you give yourself away People never crumble in a day It's a slow fade It's a slow fade Be careful little ears what you hear When flattering leads to compromises The end is always near Be careful little lips what you say For empty words and promises Leave broken hearts astray It's a slow fade When you give yourself away It's a slow fade When black and white are turned to gray And thoughts invade, choices are made A price will be paid When you give yourself away People never crumble in a day The journey from your mind to your hands Is shorter than you're thinking Be careful if you think you stand You just might be sinking It's a slow fade When you give yourself away It's a slow fade When black and white are turned to gray And thoughts invade, choices are made A price will be paid When you give yourself away People never crumble in a day Daddies never crumble in a day Families never crumble in a day Slow Fade by Casting Crowns.

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February 19th, 2009

07:16 pm WORK KILLS ME that is all

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February 18th, 2009

10:37 pm This is me as a Tiger.. yeah thats all I wanted to say oh P.S thanks to Meh-egg, Anna and Taryn for Helping me paint my arms. Oh P.P.S I will miss you Meh-egg

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February 16th, 2009

10:45 pm - Need to rant a little about frustrations in my life! So besides the fact that work is being crappy and understaffing like ALL our shifts everything is going well except for with friendships.. well one in particular. So I consider myself to be quite lucky in friendships because I have a fair few really good friends from different areas in my life, like highschool, work, church, and even primary school. I love all my friends and I value each friendship for different reasons and I couldnt live without any of my close friendships.. but unfortunately I have been lately :( SO I went to America this year and although I was scared about how it might affect my friendships there was a couple of people in whic i was not worried at all because I considered the frienships strong enough to last a couple months away. But for one friendship.. well I guess it wasnt strong enough. When I came back we hung out abit but somehow it just became awkward.. and we never got a close as we were before... I guess I just felt like she replaced me when I went away. And the further time went on and the less we hung out the less I could. LIke its gotten to the stage where I dont speak to this person anymore.. it makes me soooo sad.. we used to talk/see each other numerous times a week. I hate this.. and I'm afraid to talk to her because honestly I'm afraid she just doesnt care about me anymore.. I mean she seams happy so i should just get over it and leave her be.. right? I had a dream last night that we were friends again and it made me so happy.. until i woke up and realised things were exactly the same. I'm waiting for something random to happen to change it all.. but until then I guess I have to live in this sadness and and i guess kind of grieving for one of my closest friends.. I guess if ive learnt anything its to not take friendships for granted... cause you never know what will happen... so make the most of it... and do whatever you can to keep your friendships. WOW i can be depressing when I want to be...

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February 5th, 2009

10:48 pm I TOTALLY JUST BOUGHT TICKETS TO THE FRAY AND SECONDHAND SERENADE... SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on anther note I'm totally freaking out about supervising on saturday and sunday... for the first time.. eek That is all

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February 1st, 2009

09:48 am - Lonely-ness SO.. Natalie has left :( Right now She's on a plane traveling back to NZ. Highlighs from the week: * When we had a 8 hour skype conversation with Kelly * Going to Summer Bay (Palm beach) and filming an episode of Home and Away with Beastine (doll from camp) * When Kelly chucked an all nighter to talk to us on skype again. We played Bingo for ages and then some weird card game named PIG.. which Kelly was amazing and always won * Exploring Sydney city and going on a Jet Boat ride, getting soaked and then drying off in the Botanical gardens * Going to see Slumdog Millionaire.. good movie Some bad parts: * When my car battery just died.. completely and we had to wait for my Dad to try and jump start it, when they didn't work we had to wait for NRMA to come and replace the battery * WHEN SHE LEFT :(

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January 27th, 2009

11:36 pm - NATALIE IS IN AUS!! :) OK so today was a long but fun day for me. I woke up at 6:30 today.. which usually I would never be able to do but I was excited as mum and I went and picked up Natalie (my friend from New Zealand who I met at summercamp) from the airport. Who knew waiting for someone at the gates could be so tiring... looking back and forth from gates C and D really started to get annoying after an hour.. but soo worth it when I saw Natalie.. and boy was I excited. Highlights of My Day: Ok so yesterday I went to the beach with friends for Aussie day and I got sunburnt cause apparently I missed a couple spots when applying my sunsreen. (missed spots include= left ear, edge of face, on my back.. around the straps, patch on left arm, back of both my legs and my left foot) So i looked kind of diseased. But thats not my highlight. Ok to ocntinue my story.. My mum gave me some after sun treatment.. which i put all over my burn like twice last night... and i was planning on putting it on today.. UNTIL Natalie tells me to read the instructions. To my horror I realise it after sun treatment for hair. HAHA.. but it did help.. well i think. haha So today Natalie and I talked to Kelly (friend from USA) on Skype for 8 hours, 32 minutes and 16 seconds. It was soo cool. It totally just felt like we were all hanging out. Like our fun times during Summer camp. Oh I miss them. But it certainly was fun just to hang out. IN OTHER NEWS>... my house seems to be possessed. So I was just writing in my LJ when I heard a loud noise come from the lounge room, thinking someone has turned on the tv loudly I go out to tell them to turn it down please. Then I see that the surround sound is on, but no one is in there and I go to turn it off.. but it turns off before I get to the remote.. FREAKY.. but not really. haha.. funny times WELL thats all for today.. ENJOY MY RANDOMNESS oh and I MISS GOSSIP GIRL AND ONE TREE HILL. do I really have to wait a whole week to see them? Why weren't they on today like good teen dramas? haha Ciao

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January 26th, 2009

12:07 am I had a little bit of a trip down memory lane tonight... re-watching some of the old cartoon videos that used to keep me entertained for hours... so here I am sharing my favourites with you and lets not forget the non cartoon ones.. this next video kept me and my friend Vic laughing for hours and singing it and just one more old favourite.. Dancing Kitty Cat Current Location: home

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January 24th, 2009

11:45 pm - I'm finally using this thing So I made my LJ like ages ago with my friend missymeggins but i couldn't really figure out how to use it... So i just kind of gave up. Until the other day I was talking with my other friend alee23 who made a deal with me. She said she would get a facebook if I started using my LJ. This was the happiest moment of my life (slightly over dramatic) as I have been begging her for like EVER to get a facebook so I could share all my pictures with her. So this is my attempt of getting more 'into' LJ. Also on a random note: Tonight as I was watching Gossip Girl on DVD which alee23 lent to me I realised that I have not seen episodes 16 and 17 of season 1. This confused me as I was sure I had seen them all.... although it was a nice surprise to have something excited to watch :) SO yeah thats pretty much how exciting my life is.. woah i reckon step back. Current Location: bed Current Mood: sleepy

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